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Name: rocky
Country: United States
State: of disblief
Interests: fast cars, unlit cuban cigars, verbal intercourse in dimly lit bars/
searching for light in between the darkness of the night stars/
Expertise: figuring out life, deciphering love, questioning reason, challenging conventions and defying destiny...in no particular order and not necessarily on the same days.
Occupation: Other
Message: message me
Member Since:
6/27/2004
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| you know what i miss?
I miss real intellectual conversation -
does it even exist anymore?
Everybody is talking and nobody is really saying anything - we are
swimming in our superficialities (- that cannot be a word) and drowning
ourselves in silence...what a fucking shame..
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| vals day
i am not going to say anything about today...cuz frankly i really dont give a damn, and i dont want to ruin anybodys day 
I do know that i am sick again, got "kicked out" of the clinic
yesterday cuz i cant find my insurance card, i have a toothache (feels
like someone stuck a needle in my mouth), woke up with swollen gums,
its rainy outside, my hair is defying gravity and i'm at work.
I know that i had to revaluate certain things because of some
intersting things that have happened to me over the past week (vague -
i know, i've never been good at telling exactly whats going on with
me). I know
that i'm confused about some people and situations in my life and that
i have a lot of figuring out to do. I also know that my checking
account has $0.12 in it - dayum! and that my right shoe lace is untied.
I know that i have kinda slacked off the start of the year and that i
got some making up to do. also i know i'll be spending tonight with a
hot cup of theraflu and my laptop, cuz i need to catch up on some
school work - sick or no.
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| Words for my unborn son...
First be grateful for life...no matter the situation... everyday you wake with breath in your lungs is an opportunity. As long as a man lives he has a purpose.
Be careful who you trust, only those closest to you can hurt you son. When you do find someone or a few you can trust, let yourself go, you won't have to know when. chances are that Its just something that will naturally happen.
Keep your head up kid...no man walks any straighter than you do. You may not be as smart as big as the next guy but that don't mean you are any lesser than him. Give respect where respect is due and the same will be reciprocated to you. Money, age , status are all abstract constructs...every intellect is equal, naked before God. It is a disservice to the creator when you refuse yourself for fear that you may overshadow others.
This is a hard lesson I had to learn..so it means a lot to me. Know how to pick your fights. There's a time to speak and a time to shut the hell up. Don't waste your energies on the trivial and insignificant. You are going to need it when the real battles of your life are going to be fought.
I'm going to say it. Make this money son. Period. No long "money is not everything speech here." A strong financial foundation is best spring board to anything you want to do. And remember this, whatever you -do remember this. Money IS NOT the end - it is the MEANS. Don't loose your soul of a piece of dried tree bark.
I didn't make this world kid...but I brought you in it. There dark unforgiving places and there's paradise here. Sometimes you don't have to step outside of your self to find them. I will not tell you anything I don't believe. Find your path and walk it, in a universe where everything is ultimatley uncertain the only thing a mans left are his resolutions and the will to see them through.
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its okay for things to be going my way for a change...i look like an idiot with a big smile on my face. Maybe i woke up on the right side of my bed this week or get laid or sumthing, but i feel like pamela andersons bra - fantastic. My job sucks- but that's okay, i got one; i'm tired of school but that's cool i'll be done soon; i'm home sick, but lord willin we'll be having a reunion soon. I'm still single and luvn it. I'm surrounded by depressed and stressed out people and i don't want to be one of them.
My philosophy it that nothing is owed to me any more than it is owed to someone else. I have never believed that your faith or lack of it can determine what happens to you a majority of the time. Its funny sometimes that most people pray to have their fate change but very few ever ask to have the fortitude to deal with whatever comes their way.
after hearing gucci mans - "Icey" i have given up on radio and i'm a strictly ipod diet. i'm compiling an old skool playlist and just got reacquainted with the commodores and stevie wonder - late night shift, brickhouse, superstition. I cant imagine a whole generation is being robbed of real music.
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| def. randomness:
my mindstate
multimedia class is real cool, 3d modeling is aight i can see myself doing it as a career..to bad I have to pay rent now.
been contenplating grad school..i have to take a year off can't see myself doing this school thing afterwards unless I really had to
spent da weekend @ sophies, life is a whole lot easier when there are no strings or expectations...when u just let things be the way they are
my bro is going to tennesee (sp?) for an interview, if he moves, it be
the first time we lived in different placed since way back when
two things I can't wait for..my treo 650 and the movie.."be cool"
anoda year anoda singles valentine... at least i get to keep my money..
speaking of which I saw a sign at a flower shop. it read: "wife insurance sold here." that's the funniest thing i've seen in 2 and a half weeks.
i got much respect for people with locks, growing these things are a trial...i still look like a runaway hobo
atl wether sucks brass balls..its like 20 degrees now! yesterday warm..wtf?
PSA. the next person who calls me a "nice guy" is gonna get clocked... i'm not a nice guy..u don't know me...aight?
friends...why is it that people only call when they need something...only one person in my life calls to say what's up any more...aint that a bitch. My new voice mail: "You have reached 'allthekingsmen"...
for drop off and pick up requests press 1
for moving or relocating assistance press two
for loans of money and personal effects press 3
for emotional comfort from your pshchotic family and abusive baby daddy press 4
for all other requests press 5
Don't have any requests? press # now for our random request generator.
I look out for people..its my instinct..its how we survived when I came up...i don't ask for anything but I look out for my people...DO not abuse that privilage...seen?
time to go..'yes masahs' callin! need to make the man more money!
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